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I Have Hatred Towards Girl After Love Making, Help by RETIREDMUMU(m): 2:58pm

Please help me nlander, this thing has been baffling me for a year now. fast forward in 2016, i started having break ups due to the reason: once i have sex with girls i started having hatred towards them especially when the sex is constantly. i thought at first maybe it a normal thing due to fact that i love taste random........ until this same occurrence happened yesterday on our first love making, toward me and my long term girl, this girl i love her like mad, am even planing future reference with her, i don't want to lose this same girl because of this hatred. i tried to discuss this with my friend, and fortunately this happen to some of them(having hatred after having sex) i tried to Google for solutions but nothing useful found i tried to do dating without sex but the thought still runs in my head,and i always want stable relationships for now. just help me!!